To be read on the day of my death
I disagree with Camus, suicide
does not mean you are attributing meaning to your life
(though I’m probably wrong about what he said)
-
it is because we search for meaning, when
there is none
-
he told me to observe the flowers
in the desert but
I have found none
-
it is of always reaching out
to love, god, other
but never being rid of this.
-
what will they say?
only that they don’t understand
even if they don’t say it
-
that’s what they’ll say
-
just like i have
