Thoughts (distractions, how awful we can be to each other)
I have been preoccupied with avoiding things recently. I feel this emptiness when I’m not distracted. That’s why I go on tumblr, play video games, watch movies, drink, smoke cigarettes, etc. I’m hoping things will be better at college. But that’s a bit about me, I’m always waiting for things to get better instead of trying to make it happen now.
I saw a video of a guy who had been beat up during the london riots, and some people looking like they’re trying to help him but instead rob him. It made me very upset. And so I called David to ask if he was bringing over the scotch. He can’t come though. Somebody in his co-op building in Oakland has been stealing things and so he has to go to a meeting.
So now its just me and I have to deal with how awful we can all be, sober.
