August 13th, 2011

David and I watched Mad Men and drank

Whiskey and smoked

Lucky Strikes and we yelled

Swag at the computer

And in the afternoon when

I woke up, I felt worse than

before and David still drunk

stumbled through breakfast

and back to his house

-

And today I’m reading

poetry and wondering why I

have nothing

to write about anymore

-

And I decide on a love poem

or one where the lover’s been

rejected

but I wish I didn’t have to

write fiction

for my life to be

poetry